truth for you

Im sitting in class and you’re watching me
I get up and leave and you’re following me
I have to watch my back every step I take
because you are never very far away
you are always asking about me and
it seems that the phone doesnt stop ringing
I’m walking home in another daze
wondering why you’re always watching me
I’ve been trying to run away from you
but I don’t think you understand that
I’m running faster and faster now
but you seem to be keeping up with me
why do you take such interest
in someone or anyone like myself
this is what I am like it or not
I look to the mirror only to see
exactly what I am...
I am a loser
I am a freak
I am fat
I am lazy
I am ugly
I am useless
I am nothing to anyone
everyone gets only one shot at life
and of course I have ruined mine
with nothing but my self-esteem
now there is nothing left to me
I have come to believe that
I am life’s disappointment
so why the hell do you care so much about me
I’ve got nothing to offer you in life
would you please stop following me now