getting over you

I write it in the back of my journal
everything I’ve felt about you and me
my mind is in disarray, a complete catastrophe
I sit back and watch the comment you write
to that not so secret someone
and I feel anger dwelling inside of me
then i take a look at reality and then
I suddenly feel a relaxing feeling
and a weight lifts from my shoulders
the ways I once felt were stupid
my feelings were childish and immature
I still feel these ways from time to time
why, im not really all that sure