forbidden thoughts

Ill lay it all down right now
the way I feel about you
I liked you as a friend but
there was a crush there too
you compliment my ways
and you put me in a daze
I’ve never felt this way before
the crush grew little by little
but I feel like im going to
make too much out of it
I know you like other girls
and that makes me jealous
I want you to like me more
I know its not gonna happen
I have told you that I was
attracted to you very much
you’ve said the same to me
we talk and flirt everyday
it doesnt seem to mean anything
I seen you yesterday but
you didn’t have much to say
I know damn well im going to
make too much out of it
you live too far away
and im too young you say
I wish you had something
else that you could say
but I think for today
I need to get these thoughts
out of my goddamn head
but I cant get you out of my head