I fear the tears

the gates of hell are opening
and evil spirits are setting free
now their all coming for me
for the sins I have committed
for the sorrows I have caused
for everything I have done wrong
I have never knelt to pray
I’ve never asked for forgiveness
so I will be there victim now
my soul is in their hands now
there is nothing I can do
as I fall to my knees
not to kneel and to pray
but because of the blow
my legs have buckled and Im stuck
my breath is lost in the wind
as my body is lowered
into the depths of hell
but I feel as if everything’s ok
I wouldn’t have this any other way
I was told I would burn in hell
and that’s what im going to do
I do not fear the pain
I do not fear death itself
I fear the sorrow my family will feel
I fear the tears of loss