sick of you

Im scared of what will happen
when or if I decide to change
I have to ask if that ever happens
will you remember my name?
would you forgive me at all?
would you still walk by my side
with your head held high?
Im sick of this person inside
I want to be someone new
I wanna be who I wanna be
please don’t get mad at me
I know I don’t need to ask you
if it is ok for me to change
but I know you’d be scared
im the only friend you have
the last thing you want is change
I need to separate from you
because im sick of you