it wasnt a joke

being someone else
isnt as easy as you'd think
telling all the lies
dealing with deceit
i want to tell the truth
so you see who i am
not who you want to see
not the perfect person
that you see already
im not that amazing
im just being myself
with a different picture
you wouldnt speak to me
if i wasnt this way
the obvious assumptions
and im sorry if i hurt you
but it needed to be done