i was suicidal

a sheet of dust covers everything
spider webs take over my room
but everything remains the same
i left you long ago
i never meant to hurt you
now you cry sorrow filled tears
as another year turns by
and the anniversary comes again
you wish you could turn back time
and make the past right
you've been alone for way too long
but ive been there all along
i couldnt leave you if i tried
im in your heart and soul
therefore i can never die