self-confidence

i wonder some times
is this just me?
am i the only one
that feels wasted away
i never thought
i'd live to see the day
where i thought
suicide was the only way
for kids today
i need to change
i need to lift my head
and await the new day
i need to walk with pride
and take no pity
the new day has come
and now has gone
all went well today
now i have something new
something ive never known...
self-confidence