just to inform you

you dont know about my past
so why do you talk shit
my real past was a secret
something no one knew
something no one would ever guess
why do you think i acted that way
i fucking hated my life
i didnt realize how good i had it
i just wanted to commit suicide
i felt useless and non-existent
everything felt all wrong
everything felt out of place
my life was spiraling downward
i couldnt put it back together
and to inform you
thats how my life really was
something you've never known