my fault

i cant stand it sometimes
my parents always take it out on me
i didnt do anything
or at least i dont think i did
why is everything my fault
i dont want to go home
i dont want to be there
sometime im happy to go to school
just to get away
away from it all
no one really knows how bad it is
i play it off like im fine
its not constant fighting
for that i am lucky
but it is enough
ive had enough
i cant deal with this anymore