life and death

im lost in a maze
i cant find my way out
why do people say life is good
it just ends in death
you really have nothing
to look forward too
you start and end
in the same way
cold and alone
broken and bruised
with your heart
shattered on the floor
the thought of suicide
makes me sick
but to live this way
is just saddening
caught up in everything
lost in the current
now im drowning
will i ever learn to swim