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i had a past life
i had a future
i needed to quit what i was doing
but how?
i was drowning in my own stupidity
calling for help but everyone was deaf
i was only in 7th grade when it began
no one knew
not my family, not my teachers
not even my best friends
only the dealers and suppliers
ive tried a few things
i needed more
people i knew are now gone
i got a view of my life
i was throwing it away
i needed to change
my freshman year i was 14
thats when i became brave
i fought against my problems
i became straight edge